Destiny

You know in your heart that you are not a bad person if you are not. But there are cicumstanaces when you are not clear about yourself and you get into some mess from where everything seems confusing and difficult. It may last for a month, an year or more and all that time you feel like there is no way you can be clear and optimistic. However, one day it all ends and you feel like you are born again.

No mater how smart you are, how sharp your mind is, you will not get the answers you are looking for unless it is time. It is all predestined.

We also think that we have control over most of stuff and it is only when you experience something beyond your understanding that you realize that we are not the end of this world.

Some of us had faith in God and believed that there is someone somewhere who is deciding good and bad for us. If suppose we are right then we should also know that that one supereme should be a person of very high standard. And there should be no possible why to change his plan for us because he already knows what he is doing and must be doing it for good. Just like some species are born to be killed by others, we all seems to be playing a similar part in this universe of someone. Or it may be like there might be no supreme but a law of nature by in itself. May be it all works according to a law which exist for no good reason but by being it very nature as real and other things which we do and sounds like not all that real balance by itself following the law. May be that is what happens when we dont understand why something is not clear and why the situation is out of our control. May be it is adjusting and trying to reach the equilibrium which is not apparant to us at all because we are just a small part of this whole.

I understand at this moment that there are things pre determined but I am still not clear that is this holds good so each and every small events in ourlife or for selected events. May be there are very clear distinctions between a bad and good and may be that is what is a law of nature. It balances good and bad. When bad influnces us, we are predetermined to do something bad and then by law it all changes to be balanced by good. But where is the equilibrium? Do we every reach to the equilibrium? or is it like a pendulem which keep swinging between good and bad? May be we all are swinging in a pendulam which keeps changeing its length depending on the attracting from different influences. Just like gravitational attractions between bodies, there might be some kind of attractions which affects evach one of us based on our composition. May be our composition depends on the place of birth and time. But again, who decides that out place of birth and time. Is it rendem? I dont think so. that also depends on something. May be we are emerging energies of planet earth in the form of human being.

May be this is not just about good and bad. May be there are other elements just like wind, water, fire, ect. And in that case it become even more complicated. May be all these elements are not self sustain but possess different energies. May be they get together and for this body to make it more meaningful.

This looks like never ending discussion but I will be keep posting my thoughts on it........